Hello Loves;
Again I have been neglectful of you here in the blogosphere. I have been just so busy with school.
Which is really a bad excuse, I need to make this a priority too. Sharing my agoraphobia with you is part of my healing and recovery process.
I really have not been out much at all. not like a normal person would be. Yesterday I walked around the neighborhood to a few yard sales. We took Lily to Chuck E Cheese, she will be starting school soon, so no more regular Lily visits : (
I have been to some car shows. I am slacking in the going out department. Summer is almost over and I have pretty much wasted it hiding in the house. I really wanted to go see the Beach Boys at Summerfest, which is crazy, me at Summerfest, which is probably why no one wanted to try and take me. That would be my regret of the summer.I have mentioned to Dean on several occasions I would like to go see two bands play out. Local bands, I discovered one of them in the Mukwanago parade(car show). I am not a fan of country music, but these boys were great. They have been picked up by a label in Nashville, which is amazing. So if you get the chance check out the Mantz Brothers Band. Agoraphobiagurl guarantees you will have a good time! The other band I want to see is called Cover to Cover, I am pretty sure they are a rock cover band but an old friend of mine just joined up, and I would like to go and support him. He is a great drummer and a super sweet guy, Chas Saldivar.
I regret every day the example I am setting and the life I am creating for my son. Other families go out to eat, to the movies, and vacations. We really don't. He needs to get some normal in his life otherwise he is going to end up like me.
How have you been spending your summer? I hope you are having some fun and enjoying life, not just hiding out at home.
Love and Light
