Hello to all in my random blogoshpere!
I know it has been way too long. Happy Easter/Ostara, which ever way you swing. I have been MIA as I had to have a surgical procedure and I am just finally starting to not feel like hamburger meat. Yes it was like a mandatory type procedure not some fluffy bullshit procedure like a boob job. I wouldn't do that. Grant you I miss my pre baby boobies, they rocked! I am just really not about surgery. I don't like leaving the house let alone spending multiple days in the hospital. My meds are all crazy messed up, my headmeds, which this is never a good thing!
I am still managing school, I find myself to be particularly existential while on pain meds. MUWAHA, I hate that word, shout out to Robbie <3
Surgery always freaks me out because of anesthetics, like I am afraid I will actually be awake during the procedure and they won't know it and I will feel it. I realize this is not really going to happen in this day and age, but I am a bit whacko you know. I also have that fear of death. I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of what would happen to my kid if I died. So I must live long and prosper and all that jazz.
It is a refreshing change not writing in APA format or using proper sentence structure or grammar.
I think it is time for me to wander off to bed, my at home recovery room.
Hope all is beautiful in your world!
Love and Light.
Glad to hear that you are recovering and returning to normal.. or whatever passes for normal... I've not seen normal in so long I've forgotten what it is supposed to look like.
ReplyDeleteI knew you would make it through and I knew you would come out of it fine but I understand the anxiety - it is hard being a parent and even harder to be a single parent.
I'm looking forward to more postings now you are back in the world of the living...I on the other hand will probably be unreachable for the next month as I wrap up my semester with two huge projects...
Glad to see you posting again. Your people miss you!
ReplyDeleteHello Laura, So glad to hear you are recovering. I remember all too well the recoery process. I'd love to hear more about what classes you are taking. I hope to see you sometime soon.
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