Hello:
Any one else left out in the world with a land line or is it just me? I know I have complained about this before but, yup I am going to complain about it again, I can not stand any more political calls. They come from private numbers, regular looking local numbers, my Lord, makes me almost not want to vote. What was that movie with Richard Pryor? Brewsters Millions I do believe, "Vote for None of the Above".
I am sick to death of hearing about it, makes me feel like voting for none of the above(I already voted).
I need the Catholics for Romney people to just stop calling on behalf of "life". I am all about the unborn fetus. I love babies! I do however know that a woman has the right to make that choice, especially in the case of incest or rape. I know I don't really have a popular view point on this but I am pro father too(sorry man haters). Having a son who has wanted to be a daddy all of his life I would like to think that he has some rights. Well I am just all over the place tonight, really it is just about my phone. All day every day...please stop calling!!! It is better if I get a human that I can argue with or bitch at, but it is almost in every case an auto bot, I can't argue with or get pissy with a computer generated phone call. What fun would that be.
Had a little Halloween gathering yesterday for our little people. I like to have a childrens party so I can see all of the little ones in costume. Lily was Dorthy from the Wizard of Oz, so sweet. Every one was just adorable. It was rather cold out but we had a fire to keep us not frozen. I used to have parties for Halloween for my son when he was a little one, everyone in his class wanted to be invited, and they pretty much were. They were one of the big highlights of the year. Tractor rides and all kinds of spooktacularness.
I am going to head off for now. Just thought I was due to check in. I have so much home work, but I am cold and just want to crawl into bed.
Have a safe and fun time trick or treating, and for those of you on the coast be safe, we are all thinking of you.
Love and Light,
Agoraphobia Gurl
Monday, October 29, 2012
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
I switch cheese steak for burrito and feel the same.
Hello:
I really did not have a burrito or a cheese steak, but it sounds like a bomb idea. I would love to go down to Chubby's in Milwaukee for a cheesesteak. So today sucked.One of those things I hate about me is having to depend on others, and let me tell you I can depend on very few people. Shout out to Annie for the bail out today. Honestly if I could just go and do it myself, don't you think I would?
I miss my independence. I miss Saturdays downtown, going to the farmers market and the bakery, enjoying a crisp fall day grabbing a cup of joe.
I miss Friday night date nights with my son, who is now kind of old for Friday night date nights with me, but I can still long for the ability to go to the mall with him, just me and him, catch a movie, grab a bite to eat, hit Barnes and Noble. Fuck I had a pretty good life. I worked hard I played hard. I loved being me. I loved being strong and independent.
Dean is on my last nerve, where is that sweet understanding guy that was my friend? Our situation has kind of turned into a joke, but who cares. I am not sure if I even care. I guess my kid cares. I know my kid cares.
Loving school. Loving Ben Mirov, he is so unusual. Kind of a hard ass in class, which is good I guess. I love the interaction. I really wish we could talk about his work. I need to see if he teaches a creative writing course and If I can take it. That is where my "I switch cheese steak for burrito and feel the same." came from, one of his books.
Hope you are all getting out and attempting to be productive members of society : )
I know we all do our best, just messing with you.
Love and Light
I really did not have a burrito or a cheese steak, but it sounds like a bomb idea. I would love to go down to Chubby's in Milwaukee for a cheesesteak. So today sucked.One of those things I hate about me is having to depend on others, and let me tell you I can depend on very few people. Shout out to Annie for the bail out today. Honestly if I could just go and do it myself, don't you think I would?
I miss my independence. I miss Saturdays downtown, going to the farmers market and the bakery, enjoying a crisp fall day grabbing a cup of joe.
I miss Friday night date nights with my son, who is now kind of old for Friday night date nights with me, but I can still long for the ability to go to the mall with him, just me and him, catch a movie, grab a bite to eat, hit Barnes and Noble. Fuck I had a pretty good life. I worked hard I played hard. I loved being me. I loved being strong and independent.
Dean is on my last nerve, where is that sweet understanding guy that was my friend? Our situation has kind of turned into a joke, but who cares. I am not sure if I even care. I guess my kid cares. I know my kid cares.
Loving school. Loving Ben Mirov, he is so unusual. Kind of a hard ass in class, which is good I guess. I love the interaction. I really wish we could talk about his work. I need to see if he teaches a creative writing course and If I can take it. That is where my "I switch cheese steak for burrito and feel the same." came from, one of his books.
Hope you are all getting out and attempting to be productive members of society : )
I know we all do our best, just messing with you.
Love and Light
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Janesvilles Finest (rolling my eyes)
Hello Loves,
I am a very bad girl, I skipped part of the debate tonight to finish the end of Easy A, which I have watched several times, but it is fun, mindless, and makes John Hughes references..what can I say?
I tuned in time for two Catholic men debating abortion...is it just me or is something greatly wrong with this? I filled in my early ballot, can I be excused from the rest of this election? I am getting phone calls at least every hour from one party or another. I have given up answering my phone, unless I recognize your name and number I am not answering it until after the election. Enough of that, I try to make it a point to not talk politics here, because this is about agoraphobia and living with it.
Speaking of which, not doing good. Had to run some errands and didn't get too far. I went to the library, I didn't go in, just dropped the books off. Went to grab some milk and a few other things, I just wanted to run. I was getting so freaked out in the store. I didn't get half of what I needed. I did manage to stay in line and pay for my things. Frustrating, at least I have school to focus on so I can feel like I am making progress some where in my life.
Love and Light
I am a very bad girl, I skipped part of the debate tonight to finish the end of Easy A, which I have watched several times, but it is fun, mindless, and makes John Hughes references..what can I say?
I tuned in time for two Catholic men debating abortion...is it just me or is something greatly wrong with this? I filled in my early ballot, can I be excused from the rest of this election? I am getting phone calls at least every hour from one party or another. I have given up answering my phone, unless I recognize your name and number I am not answering it until after the election. Enough of that, I try to make it a point to not talk politics here, because this is about agoraphobia and living with it.
Speaking of which, not doing good. Had to run some errands and didn't get too far. I went to the library, I didn't go in, just dropped the books off. Went to grab some milk and a few other things, I just wanted to run. I was getting so freaked out in the store. I didn't get half of what I needed. I did manage to stay in line and pay for my things. Frustrating, at least I have school to focus on so I can feel like I am making progress some where in my life.
Love and Light
Monday, October 8, 2012
MIA again...life happens
Hello Blogosphere,
Fall is upon us, which means I go deeper into hiding. Part of my disease, not a traditional quirk of the agoraphobic so Dr. Bob tells me. That is me. I am simply unique.
I did go to the Dells (Wisconsin Dells) a few weeks back. After season, so we didn't get to do all of the cool things the Dells has to offer. I mainly went so Dean and Michael could have some fun on the go carts at Mt Olympus, they had the go carts closed : (
Totally not cool, but we still had fun. Went to Paul Bunyan's for breakfast, did some shopping, played in the lazy river. Most importantly...I spent some normal family time with my son. That is always the infinite goal and what I kick myself about the most. I don't mind so much (really this is not true) not having a life, but not giving my son a normal life...I beat myself up the most about that. I will go as far as to say I really hate that about me (Eileen you don't have to post some thing kind~I am just sharing my feelings). So we had a normal type family vacation and I feel pretty good about that.
I have been super busy with school. I am finishing up a World History class, which is not my thing but it was kind of cool. I am really pumped up for my English class I am starting. My professor is a fellow by the name of Ben Mirov. He is a published poet and editor. I have spent the day reading about him, reading his poetry, watching him on You Tube...I probably should actually be doing some school work instead of researching my instructor. That is what I am doing btw, researching not cyber stalking. I like to know who is teaching me, and Mr. Mirov seems worthy. I am truly appreciative of a quality instructor and I think he will be.
I think if we met on a personal level I would simply like him, he is what I would call 90's coffee house cool. Reminds me of my pre agoraphobia days, when I could go to a coffee house on open mic night and BE cool. His poems are kind of strange. I like them.
Feeling a little inspired,
Love and Light.
Fall is upon us, which means I go deeper into hiding. Part of my disease, not a traditional quirk of the agoraphobic so Dr. Bob tells me. That is me. I am simply unique.
I did go to the Dells (Wisconsin Dells) a few weeks back. After season, so we didn't get to do all of the cool things the Dells has to offer. I mainly went so Dean and Michael could have some fun on the go carts at Mt Olympus, they had the go carts closed : (
Totally not cool, but we still had fun. Went to Paul Bunyan's for breakfast, did some shopping, played in the lazy river. Most importantly...I spent some normal family time with my son. That is always the infinite goal and what I kick myself about the most. I don't mind so much (really this is not true) not having a life, but not giving my son a normal life...I beat myself up the most about that. I will go as far as to say I really hate that about me (Eileen you don't have to post some thing kind~I am just sharing my feelings). So we had a normal type family vacation and I feel pretty good about that.
I have been super busy with school. I am finishing up a World History class, which is not my thing but it was kind of cool. I am really pumped up for my English class I am starting. My professor is a fellow by the name of Ben Mirov. He is a published poet and editor. I have spent the day reading about him, reading his poetry, watching him on You Tube...I probably should actually be doing some school work instead of researching my instructor. That is what I am doing btw, researching not cyber stalking. I like to know who is teaching me, and Mr. Mirov seems worthy. I am truly appreciative of a quality instructor and I think he will be.
I think if we met on a personal level I would simply like him, he is what I would call 90's coffee house cool. Reminds me of my pre agoraphobia days, when I could go to a coffee house on open mic night and BE cool. His poems are kind of strange. I like them.
Feeling a little inspired,
Love and Light.
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