Hello:
I really did not have a burrito or a cheese steak, but it sounds like a bomb idea. I would love to go down to Chubby's in Milwaukee for a cheesesteak. So today sucked.One of those things I hate about me is having to depend on others, and let me tell you I can depend on very few people. Shout out to Annie for the bail out today. Honestly if I could just go and do it myself, don't you think I would?
I miss my independence. I miss Saturdays downtown, going to the farmers market and the bakery, enjoying a crisp fall day grabbing a cup of joe.
I miss Friday night date nights with my son, who is now kind of old for Friday night date nights with me, but I can still long for the ability to go to the mall with him, just me and him, catch a movie, grab a bite to eat, hit Barnes and Noble. Fuck I had a pretty good life. I worked hard I played hard. I loved being me. I loved being strong and independent.
Dean is on my last nerve, where is that sweet understanding guy that was my friend? Our situation has kind of turned into a joke, but who cares. I am not sure if I even care. I guess my kid cares. I know my kid cares.
Loving school. Loving Ben Mirov, he is so unusual. Kind of a hard ass in class, which is good I guess. I love the interaction. I really wish we could talk about his work. I need to see if he teaches a creative writing course and If I can take it. That is where my "I switch cheese steak for burrito and feel the same." came from, one of his books.
Hope you are all getting out and attempting to be productive members of society : )
I know we all do our best, just messing with you.
Love and Light
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