OMG...what have I done?

Hello Friends:

Yesterday I actually got to take a sneak peek at my course work. I did mention I was attempting to obtain my degree online, right? I mean that is how the sensible agoraphobic would do it, right? Online...what the hell was I thinking? I was looking over what I thought were the things we were covering in upcoming weeks. WRONG...lets try this week. Again I would like to say WHAT WAS I THINKING!

Joy oh Joy, it is so amazing how important you are and how everyone needs you when you are busy.
The people in the house are old enough to make food and should be able to entertain themselves briefly, right? Normally one is glued to his video games and one is glued to some B rated crap on Sci Fi. My child(the gamer) wants to know if he can "help me". Okay realistically when I have to any form of math
 I am going to be trying to pay him to do my home work. For now, go do your own home work. No I don't know what you can eat. Yes you can read in here. I love you too. You want to hug me? I had to send the other one outside to play and he is 45.

So I am a little terrified. Here I say what I want to say. It is my blog. If you don't like my grammar, who the hell cares. I have to friggen use punctuation AGAIN. On purpose and properly. I hate that.

Icing on the cake is when the 45 year old and my Mom were bantering back and forth
"How are you going to skip out from your house?"
"I am going to drop her off at the front door and she is going to walk out of the back."
Banter continues.

I realize this is all in fun. I realize every one loves me and I love every one.
This is why, well one of the reasons I am going to get a degree.
I am not stupid. I am not a fuck up. I CAN do this. I am just really friggen scared right now.

It is simply BEAUTIFUL outside. I am going to sign off for now and try and enjoy some of this weather!

Love and Light

MM