Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Narcissist spelled backwards.....





Greetings-
Happy Earth Day? This is one of those days that began the spiraling crumbling process of my brain-why is simply unimportant. Of course it is gloomy and grey-it matches my mood. That day many years ago was gloomy and grey too. I should have known.

Something is to be said for the Scarlet Letter or Easy A for that matter-some people should come with a warning label. I know this is kind of ironic coming from me being so “anti-label”, but you put your trust in someone based on faith in humanity and time after time you just don’t know what hand you are being dealt. 

Like you-my narcissist. You should have a label-“Narcissistic Prick”. I feel like warning labels might be helpful, especially for your next victim. Some may call me passive aggressive-usually they are of the narcissistic nature. I can live with passive aggressive- of or denoting a type of behavior or personality characterized by indirect resistance to the demands of others and an avoidance of direct confrontation, as in procrastinating, pouting, or misplacing important materials. No one is perfect. 

Labels-
·         Full of Crap
·         Psychopath
·         Complete with Anger Issues-come on-you have to admit you kind of can see my point at least.

I am fully aware people are good -kind, generous, loving…and this is why we might want to think about warning labels.
So much discord and it is not just me- friction, chaos, lack of harmony. All over the place. Feeling peace-finding peace-just trying to keep it together.

I live with agoraphobia. I lived life, now I spend a lot of time observing life…some simple things people need to know (which really would be common sense).
1.      If an elderly man is sick with cancer-PICK UP THE PIG ROASTER YOURSELF!!!
2.       If the man who bought you a horse is dying-visit HIM don’t go to Spain!!!
3.       Caregivers are people too-feed them, love them, call and check on them.
4.       It is so nice that NOW that he is sick-you want to spend time with him (which I guess in fact more appropriate than a vacation to Spain).
5.       Don’t lie to children.
6.       Don’t hurt children.
7.       Participate.
8.       If you say you are going to do something-do it.
9.       Be kind.
10.   Caregivers are people too-feed them, love them, call and check on them. (I know I said that twice).

“Major depressive disorder is one of the most common mental disorders in the United States. Each year about 6.7% of U.S adults experience major depressive disorder. Women are 70 % more likely than men to experience depression during their lifetime.  Non-Hispanic blacks are 40% less likely than non-Hispanic whites to experience depression during their lifetime.  The average age of onset is 32 years old. Additionally, 3.3% of 13 to 18 year olds have experienced a seriously debilitating depressive disorder” (NIH National Institute of Mental Health, 2015).

The other day I saw this posted on Facebook-The only difference between successful people and non-successful people is this:
Non successful people bitch and complain at what the successful people are doing. They hate on it and make it their job to be non-successful hater warlords of negativity.
Successful people laugh at that shit and get the work done.” I am not sure if this is arrogance, foolishness, but I found it to be slightly irritating. Let’s start out with what is success? Is it the attainment of popularity or profit, some may define it as so. Is it about attaining prosperity, perhaps to some? I guess one would have to define prosperity. I don’t have a lot of money, but I have made a difference, I have made an impact. I can be-for the most part-proud of who I am and my actions. By personal definition I am successful and I am prosperous in all ways that matter.
Today is Earth Day-
Take care of it, we only get one. Take care of your mind, body, and soul. Take care of others. Do these things every day.

Love and Light-
Agoraphobia Gurl

Reference
NIH (2015) National Institute of Mental Health. What is Depression? Retrieved from: http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/depression/index.shtml


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