Greetings~
As many of you actually follow me I just wanted to give you
a little personal update today. While I was up at the hospital today seeing my Endocrinologist
I happened to run into my former therapist, Dr. Bob aka “Yoda”. As most of you know from a personal
perspective (for those of you who know me and have listened to my ungluing)
this was almost like running into an ex boyfriend who left for a 23 year old,
however it was MORE disheartening as he was PAID to see me and PAID to listen
to me and PAID to support me. I just stopped and stared at him. I said hi and I
asked him how he was. I just couldn’t stop looking, which probably made him
feel awkward as he was just trying to use the restroom. I proceeded to ask him
if he actually knew who I was without a file in front of him. He said he did,
he also asked how long I planned on staring at him. I paused and said I just
want you to know I am mad at you and I also want you to know that I didn’t give
up on myself…I walked away and I think I did that fist in the air thing Bender
does at the end of the Breakfast Club. I kind of hope I didn’t, but I am pretty
sure I did. I didn’t give up on myself and I will never give up on myself.
Perhaps he did me a favor, in some senses since our incident I have become
stronger, and some days I still really need a damn therapist…but I will
survive. I am becoming my own Yoda-the hell with Bob.
“Argue for your limitations and sure enough they are yours!”-Richard
Bach
Love and Light!
Agoraphobia Gurl
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