Greetings
I just returned from the hospital, just the Professional Building, nothing MAJ so no worries. I went to see my amazing endocrinologist Dr. Crelin. If you are local this man does miracles with regulating your diabetic numbers. I had a thyroid appointment. He informs me that even though I am on enough medication for a baby elephant that it is okay, and it is normal for some one of my circumstances. He even went as far as to tell me I am normal. That doesn't happen too often let me tell you.
Since I was in the building I went into Doctor Bob's office...to make my "spring" appointment. I realize we are embarking upon fall, but better late than never right? I need to get some head shrinking time in. I know I am making the attempts to do what I am supposed to be doing. I have been getting out of the house some. I have gone out to lunch with friends, went to the movies with my son, I even went to the Farmers Market. I am trying. I have been journaling and trying to spend more time with friends and family which is therapy in itself. I would like to get a few laps in around my block. I only made it once. This started as I made it! I did it! The idea of going around makes my chest pound and puts me in a tizzy. Here enters Dawn. Dawn is so athletic and health conscious, her body is so toned, if I didn't love her I might just have issues with her. I think we need to lap my block, in my defense it is kind of a long block....yeah that was lame. I feel very empowered when I am with her. I feel a lot of my old youthful exuberance where I could do anything(with the exception of scaling out her bedroom window and down the wall) She is always wanting to walk or hike, so maybe we can do some Agoraphobia Gurl walking. This helps too. Sharing my experience and sharing my journey with you. Not that I have a huge following but it is always fun looking at your stats and seeing that people in Poland, Russia, Malaysia, and here at home in the states are reading what I have to say.
Today is the 12th "anniversary" of 9-11. I really wasn't going to go here but I am compelled as I see all of the posts on Facebook, on the news, all of the tributes to the lives lost. To all of the amazing people who were in the thick of it helping. No doubt that this is a historical life changing event however does this allow for the families left behind to heal? As the Mother of a Child who lost his father at age 5, just because it was his time, he still has not healed. He is not whole. I am not sure what it would do to him if every single year he had to relive the date his Father died and share it publicly with everyone. 9-11 changed many lives forever and people will never forget, but perhaps we need to look at it from a different perspective. I am no therapist, I am a crazy person if you want to be technical, I just wonder about the babies left behind that will never know Mommy or Daddy. Or the parents left behind that had to watch a child die too early...are we allowing these people to heal?
Bless you all.
Love and Light!
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