Ringing in the New Year

Greetings

Hope you had a safe and enjoyable New Year. I actually went out! This agoraphobic gurl didn't do that back when I wasn't agoraphobic.
I had a really good time, I was super nervous walking in, which is normal where ever I go. After a few Southerns and diet I was pretty much good to go. I met up with my old friend Dawn and we had our guys with us, I have not seen her in at least a decade, however I am sure it was longer. We danced, we caught up, she looks fantastic. We went to see one of the guys we were Band Aids for back in the day of Breezeway Studios. He is in a new band now, rocking hard and looking amazing at 50. How the hell did that happen? 50. I have not seen him in 11 years or so, and the last time I saw him was in that bar. It was great seeing him and giving him a squeeze.
I wish I could muster up my courage and have the ability to relax and loosen up with out alcohol. I am diabetic so I really can't be drinking like that. But it felt so good to not be worried or frightened, it felt so good to be able to laugh and dance. Hell, if I were not diabetic I might actually consider drinking more. Which I probably should not have said, as it is not a good plan or a way to solve your problems with panic or agoraphobia.
What is a Band Aid? A Band Aid is more of a high scale classy groupy. In with the band, inspiring the band, helping the band,but not neccesarily sleeping with the band. Well no one sleeps with a whole band, that would be gross. Or road crew, totally beneath us...Band Aids. Those were good times. Sometimes I drive past the old place and I look at it fondly.
Dawn and I are going to get together again soon, and I really can't wait.

Love and Light