Karmic b@#$h slap

First let me start out by saying, this may be offensive.

Serendipity:" When are you people going to learn? It's not about who's right or wrong. No denomination's nailed it yet, because they're all too self-righteous to realize that it doesn't matter what you have faith in, just that you have faith. Your hearts are in the right place, but your brains gotta to wake up."                                                                        
                                                        Taken from the movie Dogma written by Kevin Smith

I would have to agree with this. I would have to agree with a lot of things out of Dogma. Nothing written by Kevin Smith is for "delicate" people. He is raunchy, hardcore, and I love him.  (Sadness, part of this whole agoraphobic mess made it impossible for me to see Jay and Bob Get Old when they were in town. I sure wanted to go! Maybe some day....The story of my life.)


Rufus: He still digs humanity, but it bothers Him to see the shit that gets carried out in His name - wars, bigotry, televangelism. But especially the factioning of all the religions. He said humanity took a good idea and, like always, built a belief structure on it.
Bethany: Having beliefs isn't good?
Rufus: I think it's better to have ideas. You can change an idea. Changing a belief is trickier...

                                                                         Again...borrowed from the movie Dogma
                                                                                 Written by Kevin Smith

So basically my religous beliefs can be found in a Kevin Smith movie. A little bit frightening, maybe.
Does karma fit into all of this?

I keep thinking about Lexi and I have come to 2 conclusion. God hates Mary or Mary was somone really evil in her past life. I had to look up really evil women.

Belle Gunness was a really evil woman. She was born in 1859 and died in 1931. She was one of Americas most degenerate and "productive" serial killers. I didn't use productive, it said that in my research. It is likely she killed both of her husbands and all of her children. It is certain she murdered most of her suitors, boyfriends and 2 of her daughters. Nasty girl!

Ilse Koch 1906-1967(if karmic turn around time is quick this would be the more appropriate option)
Married to Karl Koch commandant of the concentration camps of Buchenwald from 1937-1941 and Majchanek from 1941-1943. Her old man wasn't just a tool. She reveled in torture and obsenity. It is said that she "collected" the tattoos off of prisoners. Think about that for a moment. Yup.

Why do I feel like Mary has been cursed by God or Karma, maybe both? Her life. Her Mom died from cancer and was sick for a really long time. Her Dad died of cancer. Her husband died of cancer(watch out hubby number 2). Grandma and Grandpa~poof. Yes for real. I am not making this up.
Now her one and only child has an inoperable brain tumor. That is messed up. Mary brought this up when her first husband got sick and I dismissed it. I also didn't find it possible that he would die, how could so many people in one persons life be cursed with this disease? NOT possible. I thought for sure he would make it. I was wrong, maybe something is to be said for her theory. Really this is her theory, but now I am buying into it. Lexi, not Lexi. So I ask of you, if you have taken the time to read this. Say a prayer,send out healing energy do what you do. Please.

I guess this didn't end up being as offensive as I thought it would be. We can save that for another day! You probably think I am twisted at this point. I can live with that.

Peace and Love.